Who am I really?

Suzanne Beaver is a writer and artist, consciousness educator and course creator based in Montenegro. A former professional ballet dancer, she is the author of the trilogy Waking Up in Someone Else's Life, Living Without Permission, The Godspark and much more.

Get to know Me Substack
Weekly reflections if you want to know how I think before you decide how you want to work with me. Free, no pressure — just come sit with the ideas for a while. We are all seeking Personal Transformation.To have that veil lifted from your eyes so you can finally recognize your original nature, beauty, and presence is not self-improvement. It is self-realization.

"There is another way of perceiving reality, and once you've glimpsed it, you can't un-know it."

I have never been interested in altered states of consciousness. I have been interested in unaltered reality, although, on two occasions life became so transparent that the separation between me and the world dissolved. I did not become someone else. I simply stopped being in the way of myself. Ever since, I have been trying to understand what remains when the noise of the self and its distractions falls silent.

Invest in You The A.C.E. Program
A three-part guided program — Awareness, Consciousness, Evolution — for people who are done managing their life and ready to actually meet it. Delivered as audio and workbook, at your own pace. This is where most people start.

Current Work

For decades, Suzanne Beaver has explored a simple but profound question: What does it truly mean to be free as a human being? Not externally. But inwardly — where our experience of life is actually created.

Visit the Library Various Titles
A trilogy for anyone who built a life that looks right from the outside but doesn't feel like theirs from the inside — and the memoir and children's book that grew alongside it. Start wherever your story is.

Self-discovery Origin Self Reading
A one-to-one reading where I read you — through the objects, colours, and choices that already surround you — to reflect back who you are beneath who you've had to be. For the person who wants something personal, not another framework.